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  James Olson Killed Himself Today!

  by new boy in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  it was october 31, 1973 james olson jumped out of building 4 at brooklyn bethel.. i along with many others back there...help kill him.

  i'm not proud of it....i was part of the problem...the lack of love as it were.

  i posted the story on "my bethel experience part 19".

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  BIG D

  how can i read that, big d, and im very sorry
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  question for single moms

  by BIG D in

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  i am not complaining!.

  just stating a fact, i have been raising 3 boys for about 5 years, x left , dosent help, signed her rights away, sometimes i get really tired, of the non stop cycle of dishes, laundry, school pickups, football, cleaning, homework, i really am mr mom!.

  i love that i have them and would never give that up, we are all so close, we are all we have, especially since the fade, is this how alot of single moms feel?.

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  thats why i asked,i only have 5 years in, the voice of experience!!!!!!!!!!!

  big d
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  question for single moms

  by BIG D in

  1. jw
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  i am not complaining!.

  just stating a fact, i have been raising 3 boys for about 5 years, x left , dosent help, signed her rights away, sometimes i get really tired, of the non stop cycle of dishes, laundry, school pickups, football, cleaning, homework, i really am mr mom!.

  i love that i have them and would never give that up, we are all so close, we are all we have, especially since the fade, is this how alot of single moms feel?.

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  i am not complaining!

  just stating a fact, i have been raising 3 boys for about 5 years, x left , dosent help, signed her rights away, sometimes i get really tired, of the non stop cycle of dishes, laundry, school pickups, football, cleaning, homework, i really am mr mom!

  i love that i have them and would never give that up, we are all so close, we are all we have, especially since the fade, is this how alot of single moms feel?

  i take vacations, but it really dosent help anymore, i dont do meds, its not that kind of problem!

  just a general question to moms, bug d
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  Freemasonry?

  by inkling in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  ok so my cousin (raised as a witness but never took it serious) recently has.

  become a freemason.. i have always thought of them as a odd but likable and harmless "club", but.

  all this thinking makes me wonder if there is anything dark and sinister my.

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  BIG D

  that alone has my vote uzzah, sign me up!

  not really

  big d
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  Enough favorites! What did song/band did you HATE?

  by JeffT in

  1. social
  2. entertainment

  you know the one that made you think of fingernails on blackboards.

  we all have some.

  i'll check back in later with a couple of my own.

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  anything by lawrence welk!

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  half-way house for ex-Jdubs

  by tula in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  this chart is out of date and i am wondering if anyone can find more contemporary statistics?.

  i am wondering if there is some way possible for wbts to be billed for medical expenses caused by the psychological harm inflicted when dubs end up in dr. offices or hospital as a result of spiritual trauma and spiritual warfare?.

  seems to me that we could make them take some responsibility.. (i am not providing the link because this is second-hand information).

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  BIG D

  I have seen thi shappen several times, my old friend was a bethlite and so was his new wife, became pioneers and elder, and she got on depression meds, she was having alot of seemingly mental problems, i spoke with her about it, she said she always knew it wasnt the truth, but always felt like more service would fix any doubts.

  So she always did more, kids came, did more servivce, more meds, she called herself, an elders widow, and is the reason i never became an elder, because he was being used so much never home.

  She left him last year ,42, divorced, and moved in with a plumber that worked for her builder husband, in a trailer by the lake, and said the truth sucked the life out of her, she was a truly good herated person, as was he, of course all shocked, kids wont speak to her, dfd, all family in , she is truly alone.

  Another broken family , the victim of the trof, that sucks all your life out and spits you out into a world, we have never been a part of, and no emotional support factors, and even after all that , we feel guilty for not goin back, because of the ingrained teachings of the org.

  isolated and most times alone, we, some, grab ahold of the first person that shows an interest, however unsuitable he or she may be.

  big d
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  big d wants to meet a lady

  by BIG D in

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  ok , i know im new and many dont know me, but time will change that, i have dated some, and i think dating someone with the same life experiences that we all have, would be great!.

  i know this site is not for that, but heh, im here , your here?.

  big d .

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  dont forget about me, im serious!!!!!!!!!!

  shamless attempts on my part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  big d
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  just looking for some advice

  by jessica448 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i just want to start off by saying that i am not a jehovah's witness...about six months ago i started dating a really great guy, and about 2 months into our relationship he shared with me that he was disfellowshipped for a relationship he was in (he was living with his girlfriend).

  this is so difficult for him because his family lives in the area, and being segregated from them is very hard for him.

  recently, he has been considering an attempt to be reinstated (i'm sorry if i am not using the correct terminology...most of what i know about the religion i have learned online).

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  i know all about jw, was in for 45 years, run away, he will leave you, when he gets back in!

  big d
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  I Leave with Contradictory Emotions

  by journey-on in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  in the past, some of you have said that you don't believe in topics addressing one's good-bye from the forum.

  if you are one of those individuals, then you can stop reading now.

  im leaving the board for a while.

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  BIG D

  i have not been here long, but i was wondering that also, at some point and time, it is time to move on from this stage of discovery, and make our lives what they were meant to be , free from guilt and shame, and enjoy all life has to offer, and to be thankful for true friends we meet along the way!

  good luck, big d
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  Maclean's article " A support group for the disowned"

  by cultswatter in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  this is another excellent article from maclean's magazine - keep em coming!!.

  http://www.mediafire.com/imageview.php?quickkey=bgk7lwxzxtz&thumb=4.

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  BIG D

  Of course i am new here, but my heart really goes out to others that like me , were raised in the trroof, and lost so many family members, especially immediate family , it is such an emotionally blackmailing experience, no wonder some stay in, we are left alone in world of people we have been alienated from our entire lfe, i m glad i woke up in time to save my children, we went to our first halloweeen costume party, so much fun!